I've been feeling a little crappy the past couple of days. Not sneezing or coughing and I don't have a fever. My throat is bothering me a little and I'm feeling just off enough that I don't want to do much of anything except lay on the couch. Any grand plans I had to work in the studio this week are done with. I don't feel like I can concentrate on much of anything, even tasks like stretching canvas. Tomorrow is my 'Monday' and I'm not off again until next Thursday, so anything I was going to do will have to wait. I'm fairly sure that the root cause of how I'm feeling has to do with my screwed up sleep patterns. I stay up way too late not doing much of anything important and get up too early and lately, my immune system has been taking a beating.
So far, my goal of better time management is just a figment of my imagination. I have to take some real action or I'm going to remain in the same situation far longer than I want. To restate, my major goal for this year is time management. What that means is allowing myself more time to accomplish things like making it to appointments and other things without rushing all of the time. Too often, I underestimate the amount of time it takes for me to get from point A to point B beginning with the time it takes me to prepare to go out. I need to get that under control because too often, no,
all of the time I find myself rushing to get shower, get dressed, and whatever else I have to do. Even for casual things like meeting someone to hang out or see a movie, it's the same thing. The rushing makes it difficult to relax. It just leads to stress I don't need...and
I create it. Sure, there are times when things beyond my control happen and I find myself behind the 8-ball, so to speak, but most of it is self-created. That's what I need to work on.
On reflection, it seems I'm either working my ass of in the studio, at work, in the gym, and so forth or I don't do anything. There's little middle ground. I'd like to find a better balance somewhere.
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I wasn't going to go out today, but I relaized that I need to go to the barber shop and this is my last chance for days to do it, so I'm making myself get out and go. I have another incentive with having my new camera and taking it along with me. I can take more pics to post. This brings me to another thought regarding this journal. Now that I have the ability to document
and share the photos I take, I'll be posting a lot more visual images here so there's not just my mug all over the place ;) I have a lot of ideas, but I'm just going to see how it evolves. I have the capacity for short videos, also, but that's another challenge altogether. For now, I'll be posting stills of this, that, and whatever else I find interesting.